Stop Bullying Topic

Pre-school years were the best for me.  No one ever touched me, and I was so happy at school.  At this point, however, my mom was going through bipolar/anger management issues and I was hit frequently by her.  I never got any hardcore bruises, but her hits hurt bad.  

Kindergarten was okay.  I was called stupid a few times, as I was in a gifted school and I couldn't catch up as good as the rest.  I was pretty smart, though.  I had one or two friends, but they were best friends together and I was the third wheel.  

First grade is the same.  At this point, however, I only had one friend.  I believe her name was Natalie.  I was in Catholic school, even though I wasn't a Catholic nor a Christian, so it was a little bit rough, too.

Second grade, I was teased by a middle schooler at the back of the bus, he called me stupid names (ugly, fat, etc.) and at my age I was very sensitive towards that stuff.  I cried one night and decided I'd get revenge, but after I did that I ended up in detention for two weeks.  

Third grade is where it started.  A lot of boys had a "crush" on me and, considering my best friend was a boy I was teased quite a lot for it, though I had no feelings for him at all.  Personally I thought it was stupid but, well, who cares.  I was also going to public school where many rude, annoying, and idiotic kids roamed.

During late fourth grade, I got into a fight with my best friend and kicked him in the stomach.  I didn't get in trouble, but I was looked down upon my my classmates and at this point had no one to come to.  I had also cut my hair, so I was teased for that and called ugly, hideous, etc.  I was called retarded and an idiot and slapped across the head by another girl just because I couldn't solve a few math problems.  I had to wait a long time for the names to stop, and I was already insecure at age nine.  I also went through a lot of cyberbullying at that age, and I was hiding what had been going on.  I cried in front of other people and was looked down upon even more.

Now, I'm in fifth grade (going to sixth this year) and school bullying hasn't been much of a problem.  Anyone who gets in my way will be stood up to by myself, and I didn't care at all.  But I still was called stupid, idiotic, etc. by the gifted students and my teacher even said a view things, causing my grades to lower and I nearly gave up on my academic life.  I, lately, have been bullied by my own sisters, being called a brat, selfish, annoying, and a retard.  When it gets to the point where you are crying to yourself every night, thinking of these words as true, it's pretty bad.  

Cyberbullying still goes on for me, making me feel even worse.

But I still have my online friends to thank for giving me some modivation.

When I was in Kindergarden, I met these two " Nice girls." I was sitting alone, and they invited me to play with them. I obviously agreed. I felt a bit happier, but they were best friends I was often just their follower and the third wheel. I wasn't very independent.

Nothing really happened in First Grade; I can't remember anything.

Second Grade- It ALL started here. This is when I met my other " Best friends." We played with each-other quite a lot, and liked each other. A new girl came. She's one of the only people I have today. I really liked her, and me and her were always playing together. My other two friends from kindergarden would glare at us, and one day took her from me and refused to let her come back and play with me. She followed them. They thought it was funny. I was also accused of a lot of things, and became a target. I used to carry around this book, -some people called it a diary but I just liked the cover- people kept chasing me and harassing me to get it; I remember I was screaming because I was annoyed. A huge crowd had gathered. I got fed up and slammed it into the dirt. I picked it up to go home, but to this day people still use it against me and laugh in my face.

Third grade- Horrible year. I was name called, laughed at, discluded, and whispered about. The girls from kindergarden were the ring leaders. We sat in the lunchroom a year early, since we were in a split 3/4 class. The sat across from me, and would look into my eyes while whispering and laughing. I'd say, " What?" And they be like, " mind your own business" and roll their eyes at me. I said, " Don't roll your eyes at me!" and the girl over-exadgeratedly rolled her eyes at me and started laughing. They also got me in trouble for things I didn't do. One of them even tripped me and I almost fell on my face. She denied it and I ended up getting in trouble.

Fourth grade- They acted like my friends. We were cool for a bit, but I was still a main target for measly teasing and poking fun at.

Fifth grade- This was bad. They'd constantly roll their eyes at me and give me attitude. Even shout at me for just glancing at them. Every time I tried to say something to them, them and the boys would interrupt me and make fun of every single thing I said. It was all back-stabbing and telling my secrets from here.

sixth grade: I'm going to seventh next year. I'm not going to be their friends. I got my phone this year, and we got into multiple text battles that included one of the girls telling me there was nothing I could do about anything and that she hated me. I threated to tell my mom and she immediately apologized. I guess this is cyber-bullying? Yep. They also ignored me and didn't let e participate in anything. They called me names and told me to get lost and push me away. They constantly talk about me and laugh about every single thing I do.

It may not sound bad, but it really is horrible. That's my story. What's yours?

kindergarden-I was new, since I just moved in, so I missed some of the year. I met a really nice girl, named (I am just going to make up a name since I dont want to say her real one) Zsanna. We would always play together.
First grade-I was in a different class than Zsanna. We were still best friends, and everything was fine. I also met a really nice girl named Morgan. (making up names here to cover their real names)
Second grade-This was the time where people started becoming popular, and other people becoming unpopular. I started listening to music in other languages at that time, too. I loved spanish and chinese music. I tried not to tell anyone, since I thought I was going to be unpopular. (I was not un popular, but I was never popular) But one day, we were allowed to bring in our music players and electronics as a reward for reaching some math goal. I took in my MP3 player, and thats when they found out about the music I liked. They made fun of me...I still had Zsanna and Morgan as friends, but they hate each other. They would fight over me, and it felt horrible.
3rd grade-This is when I started watching anime. Once again, people found out. Everyone thought that I was crazy, and that I did not even deserve to be in their class. This was a bad year.
4th grade-My friend, Zsanna, became popular. She forgot about me. In gym, I would be made fun of for not being as skinny as the others. When we would play games in gym, my teammates would be mad at me for doing one little thing wrong. Morgan and I were still friends. This is not that bad yet, 5th grade is the time where everything goes wrong.
5th grade-This is when I started listening to vocaloid. I am in the same class as Morgan, which is awesome. We would always fight, but then start laughing and turn it into a stupid and funny cat fight that we would like to do for fun. (We laughed at everything....) But then, she met a girl, who I call Ashley. She became friends with her, so I decided to become friends with her, too. I did, and it was amazing. I told Ashley and Morgan about vocaloid, and they both fell in love with it. In class, I would draw anime and give the pictures to people. I only drew it at recess and times that I could. But, guess what? THE TEACHER BANNED DRAWING ANIME. That was all I could do, since my friends had to stay in for recess and do homework a lot. In the middle of the year, Ashley and I got account on a chatting website. It is how we chatted to eachother a lot. Later, on the website, all she would talk about is morgan. "Morgan is soooo cool!" "Did you hear about what she did today??" Etc. One day, I saw her telling Morgan that I was stupid. Morgan angreed. I came, and stood up for myself. She looked at me, and just said that I was easdropping. Later, we kept having problems, so we went to the school counsler. My friend would always blame me. She ruined my dreams, said many things, and once even punched me. This might not seem so bad, but I made topics about her in the past that you can veiw. It will describe how horrible she made me feel. My friend, morgan, still likes her today, even know she lies and says that she does not. I have only one friend today, and she is still thinking of leaving me. In school, a rumor got spreaded saying something...Lets just say very bad that could get me banned here if I said it. Not even the teachers helped. I told them about it, yet they said that they were too busy and I could take care of it myself.

My life was not bad, until I founded out that I had aspergers in 4th grade...Poeple still make fun of me for having it..

I think im blackmailed about every single day. Since 3rd grade, I have had a friend (i could say its more like one day we're friends the next day were enemies) I guess i will say her name. Margaret. Now miranda<3 knows this girl and her drama. In third grade margaret and i became friends. She seemed really nice. This is also when rumors were spread about me and this kid we were really good friends but people said we "loved" eachother. No we were just really good friends. I just was used to being friends with boys since i was 3. Okay so we had to do a group project with another girl madisen. Me and madisen were good friends. Margaret got jealous of madisen and decided to try to ruin our group project. Well I stayed after school to do it all over. I finished. Margaret then made up with madisen. We were good freinds i guess. Then margaret was getting jealous of my other friend who were really close. Margaret litterally mades days so I could hang out with her and then with my friends. Miranda and margaret specifially did not like eachother (Well margaret i guess this is the user miranda<3) I just wanted all my friends to be friends but i guess that wouldnt happen. Margaret continued to blackmail miranda and me. I just wanted to hang out with my friends together. Margaret didnt talk with me the rest of the year.
Fourth grade- This is when the dating in our school started. Margaret got all buddy buddy with me again. Now she started targetting Shannon. Saying she wasnt popular and shannon should just leave our school. I told margaret to stop but she just wouldnt.