****update****** many emotions

Hey guys. It's Lenka.
Pardon any misspellings or swapped out words I missed. I'm on my mobile and I type really fast so I might not notice.

Ok. Um. Well I'm back.
I was only really gone for a week, but it felt like months.
I was away at a camp. I religion camp to be slightly more specific.
I got to see so many amazing awesome friends, time just seemed to go incredibly slowly. I loved it.
but now that im back im incredibly emotional and exeteemly prone to mood swings and things
I've been listening to a lot of Ellie Goulding and imagine dragons ;o; it kinda sometimes helps to listen to emotional music when you're emotional
I had some anxiety things before I left and now I feel it all over again. I'll have long periods of time where I'll be so depressed I won't even be able to do anything but watch minecraft youtube videos. I am also exetremelu sad about my appearance and everything.
But I've been pinning most of my emotions on hormones and whatever
Also since I'm a girl I can blame I on being that time of the moth of whatever
Unfortunately my monthly visits from Mother Nature have been really wonky and random in timing so idek
//sorry I can put that in a spoiler if you want


um I've been seeing a lot of noobs on here sorry if I shouldn't call them that. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I mean I'm glad the forum has new members but there was a time I felt that this forum was all just really close friends and it was awesome
//moving on

I'm freaked out about school
I'm going into high school and I feel so helpless and pathetic
I'm trying to get it together by then but its weird
Idk
I've already decided I'm not going to try to be cool of whatever ths year.
idk um

I'm planning on leaving the forum soon just to remove one distraction from my life so I can consent rate on school, but before I leav I want to make all these really cool epic topics that will bring us all together and it will be awesome yeah

Hahaahahahah I'm going insane and I really shouldn't be writing right now since I'm tired and I'm sure none of the above even made sense ahah help me


well the end I guess hugs and kiss
xxlenka

Don't worry Lenka, you'll be alright. Just remember that everybody has mood swings, and that you aren't pathetic. Everybody on this forum thinks you're amazing! uwu So please please please (for us) have confidence. For high school, there will be teachers along the way to guide you and lots of friends. We'll always be here for support. //hugs

(omg youre 14 omg i didn't know that lol)

:c I don't want you to go, but yes, it's best if you want to concentrate on school.
We all love yu (escpecially me uwu)
AND I WWUB YUUUU

what grade are you going into? anyways, don't be so down on yourself!! it's okay to feel moody, a lot of people do.

@o 9th, and thanks ;//; meow all i've been wanting to do is eat and be lazy u m

When my sister was going into 9th grade, she made me come with her into her open house.

I was nine.

Anyways, I'll miss you! You can always talk to me, so shoot me a PM! I love giving advice!

Oh I'm only 10 turning 11 soon probably when i grow up I'm going to be emotional like my mum.